Monday, September 29, 2008
Emoing
Slowly its fading.
The passion.
The lust.
The want of a girl and a companion.
Maybe not even a friend.
At work they said i'll be working solo.
Guess that means alone..
I'm alone..
So lets pick between alone or friends.
Somone once told me before. You can only rely on yourself.
Another one said. friends double ur joy and divide your sorrow.
But somehow i dont find both good sources.
I cant rely on myself in everything.
Neither can my friends double and divide my sorrow.
So i can only rely on myself cant I?
What should i do...
Alone..Boredrem.Just stoning working w/o meaning earning money thinking of helping people?
Somehow i think my life's going to change drastically.
But yet somehow i feel abit confident and yet sorrowful.
Just let things be la.
Let things end.Leave it all to fate and "nature"
Be responsible of yourself.Myself.
You'll always have yourself.
Emo-ing again.
Why must i keep thinking of such unpleasent thoughts.
Such memories cant fade.
The hurt wont go.
The past wont leave.
The present is a torture.
And the future is my fear.
Ravey blogged @ 9/29/2008 09:31:00 PM