Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Today i'll be heading off to brunei.
Its going to be 1 year in my NS- life already.
I'm not prepared.
Feeling unwell.
But i'll go through this as normal
As any other time and day.
I'll survive.
Was going through my corrupted email.
Was deleting my "junk mail"
Then when i reached my sent box.
My heart stop.
Literally almost every email. Was to one person.
My email till now.
Only sent emails to a few people.
Majority of it was to her only.
I now dont know what i'm doing.
I'm supposed to be ridden of the past already.
Guess sometimes you're just stuck when you see the happy times you spent.
Those funny emails we share.
The laughter. The times you hit me and said i always bully you
Hahahas. Omg those were the fun days.
But we're growing up.
I know somewhere. I know myself that ..
I havent been a good "boy" person.
But i dont care . I've already set goals.
Its finally time to start on them (:
You were a great friend . A great person.
I dont not wish to judge others.
Neither myself.
I cant be the best.
But i always feel like the worse.
What are friends for (:
I made promises.
And i'll keep them.
I still remember (:
|| Till then . 18 days of hell in Brunei.
Here i come.
Ravey blogged @ 1/13/2010 11:30:00 AM