Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Work is getting better
Today was a very fun day.
I know what to do in the kitchen. x]
Anyways. I've decided to start anew so yea i need time alone.
Today the head chef talked to me.Dont know what he trying to prove la.
Paul get a book and jolt these down if you wanna be a chef like me.
Den he gave me that "gay" smile LOL.
What can i say?I told him i'll see how.
Den he said you've to remember if you dont jolt down.
Whatevaaa i can remember x]]
Okays.Now just to take it easy.
Than i today met lynn.
She's quite tall. Passed her a pack of salmon ( PLEASE DONT ASK ME HOW I GOT IT )
And ask her to celebrate her mom's birthday happily.
Since she comes from a poor family i've decided to help her x]]
See i so nice xD
Called Pauline, Victoria . Both also never pick my call. The rest of my day is spent in hope that it would be fun
When i'm alone memories of the past haunt me
Memories fill me with sadness.
Memories fill me with alot of other crap.
Thoughts run through my mind.
Filled with stress and agony.
What is it that i'm waiting for or doing?
There's more to life is there?
Why does everything seem to be at its limits?
I've realised some of my limits.
But is knowing how good how bad how extreme things can be enough?
What are you doing about it.
Hiaz. I'm just gonna stone.
But i need to make a move and take some action.
But i'm scared at times and dont know where or how to start.
Sianzations sadness overwhelms me again.
Emo-ing.
):<
Ravey blogged @ 9/30/2008 10:04:00 PM