Constellation - Scorpio

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Another hard day.

I dint think it was that serious to begin with.
But now i think its very bad.
I have SHORT TERM MEMORY LA.
Dammit and its seriously affecting me.
I always forget what I'm supposed to do.

Work today was havoc again.
The freaking occupancy is like 90% la
And i'm working alone topping up buffet and stuff and they still expect me to complete my work on time.
I rush against time liao lo.
No OT sommore ZZZZZ.
I spent 1 and a 1/2 hr DOING MY FRIGGIN BUFFET.
And what did i get in return?
EH WHY YOU AREA SO MESSY.
Eh faster top up this and that.
WTF LA How to do my job and complete my friggin task lo.
Nvm the worse part is that.
You got your pay yet?
Haven what they already said.
THIS COMING FRIDAY.
why everyone asking me to get money go cut hair.
SHIT THEM LA.
Frustrating sia.
Finished at 430 today..

Went to collect my NYDC pay. 200++ only
Alot of new people alot of differences.
NYDC sucks la they still ask me go back.
Zzzz i don't want to see so many people still ask me back.
Though i really want the job.
Struggle all i can.
I'll make it through I'm confident i can.

Just that I'm so tired and confused right now.
So dam tired. Physically emotionally and psychologically.
Mentally unstable liaos.
Heartaches . Mind breaks.
Gimmi a break.
I'm not that "simple"

I miss someone.

I just think about her.

I'm waiting. Time is passing quickly yet slowly
Dreadful.

But it cant be afforded to be wasted.

Every second counts.

But we must not be calculative.
Or life would be totally twisted.

I just wish her all the best.For now.
And till laters.

If i was to die.

I would remember all the happy moments.

All the things that had made me who i am.

And the people who are important to me.

And those i love.

Who cares what has happened.

I dont care? I forgive. Not forgotten yet though.

But still. Its something i'm dealing with. Deep inside.

Slowly..

Ravey blogged @ 10/15/2008 08:07:00 PM