Friday, October 10, 2008
End of the road? again?
Today i started off great.
I woke up, bathed, rested
Was abit late.
BUT i still caught my bus LOL.
Than on bus intended to rest as usual
But mob.tv had this interesting video.
About "drop outs" or so called "paikias"
Got chance must watch really relates to alot of people.
WHATS THE POINT?
Today reach work so happy hamburger + french fries for breakfast xD
I ate 1/4 of the tray of fries la =x
SHHH secret =x
Work was supposed to be fast la.
But in the end?
They push me till i end at 5 again.
Fk lo.
I wan quit le la
I work for 2 weeks. Still don't get it.
I don't even have passion for this shit lo.
I don't get to serve customers, Socialise, Or anything la.
Only the money is good.
But i counted. At the rate I'm going i rather not work lo.
I'm waking so god dam early just to go work and shit around there?
Naw I'm really considering.
I really feel like quitting
Its my own fault.
I've to bear my own responsibilities.
They've already laid down the rules.
I've decided to go with my flow.
Recently play dota keep losing.
Today play maple go zakum FAIL - Due to lag.
Today overall performance below avg.
AS USUAL
Nothing much else to say.
I just want to know what to do.
I want to be instructed.I prefer being pushed.
Or i do everything at my own pace.
I mean quality and speed?
They don't mix seriously.
Food is something you put your heart into it while preparing it.
But now its like you're preparing the food for the job
For from the heart.
Its not my kinda thing.
Dreams , Reality , Passion , Desire , Wants , Needs , Necessities , Financial.
All these things bother me.
I've to make a step.
A bothersome one.
Make up your mind.
If its not something you want to do
You'll never do it well.
Maybe its something i wanna do.
But i want to put my heart into it.
Not working for the sake of working.
Ravey blogged @ 10/10/2008 08:37:00 PM