Monday, October 27, 2008
Fear
Just stoning.. Never thought i did think back.
Was clicking through some emails.
Dint think it was that bad back than.
It was horrible
Feelings come back and i remember the disheartening things.
But still somewhere inside of me does not care.
But still its a strong reminder.
Reading something Sylvie sent me.
When someone says something recieve with an open mind and view from different views and know what they're trying to say.
Maybe its crap. But sometimes you can find inspirations in the stupidiest and weirdest things and places.
Its like a reminder or just a flash of new innovations and things that can be done.
All those inspiring things and motivation to move.
To drag myself out of misery.But why am i even saying this.
I dont know why i miss someone so badly now -.-
Dont know why she's just so on my mind.
But i do not wish this dream to fade.
And than again i do not wish to lose something to important.
I'm just suffering some serious states of depression
I dont even know what i'm saying.
The thing is that.
The answer is so straight forward.
Yes or No.
But the fear of rejection.
Or the word FEAR is what that holds everyone back.
Ravey blogged @ 10/27/2008 02:15:00 PM