Sunday, October 26, 2008
Jobless.
Work work -.-
Slack slack stone stone.
I'm a stoner what else can i say
My don't care work attitude? Probably -.-
I do my part and F off that's what i do.
But i still complete my part right?
Why you still wanna complain.
Say what you want i don't wish to "improve"
I just wanna past my time -.-
Tml i supposed to go to get my army thing going.
Hopefully i can get my letter to enter by December.
This morning was greeted by Jacelyn's LAME MESSAGES.
And was quite satisfied with something.
But as the day dragged on it got stony.
As usual. Everyone working enjoys their job.
They're from shatec etc.But I'm there for the experience and money only-.-
Lame right? I know I'm slogging my life there.
I don't wish to say much. Just that life is just quite disheartening at this point of time.
I'm unhappy with myself for not being more hardworking and taking the initiative.
And my childish attention seeking behaviour that somethings i just let loose.
But yet again my "mature" side takes over and just passes time by staring into space.
Pondering time and again. Over things which cant change anything.
Why bother.
Anyways while coming home i saw a lesbian couple.
Zzzz lesbian still okay.
If i ever see gays i think I'd faint LOL.
Why cant people just be "normal"
Whats normal to begin with?
I don't think I'm normal
I'm probably suffering from depression or something
LOLs.
What should i do with my life?
How to get it started.
How to pursue my dreams and achieve some goals?
Can i attain such a level?
Fate is in your own hands because you decide what you wanna do.
Destiny is preplanned as its supposed to happen.
So if destiny says that i would cycle but i don't cycle
Is that changing my destiny?
Or is that just a "word" that's used to describe what we fear?
If its supposed to happens it happens.
That's what "god" said.
He knows whats going to happen.
What choice we're going to make.
And he sent us down to earth with his preplanned "destiny" for us.
And expects us to change our fate.
And know whats right and wrong so we'll be accepted into his kingdom.
So if he already knows what we're going to do
Whats this test on earth for?
If he wants us to rewrite our "destiny"
Wont he already know whats going to happen?
This god is a contradicting one.
Like us humans We confuse ourselves with the simple daily life.
With a complex-ed lifestyle and high demands.
Conclusion?
We're put on this earth for something.
A reason to change our surrounding.
We're born for a reason.
We live we die. No matter how small the impact.
No matter how small the existence.
Its still an existence.
Its still an impact into someones life.
You cant change things that has been done. You cant predict whats going to happen.
You can only live each day.
Happily or sad its up to you.
How you choose what to do and how to do it.
Somethings aren't a choice
But we've to make do with what we can and add spice into it.
In our own ways.
Even if its the most pathetic lame ones.
But still at least we try.
Its better to try than to die unknowing.
-Another one of Ravey's crappy try to live life to the fullest "quotes"
Ravey blogged @ 10/26/2008 10:15:00 PM