Thursday, October 9, 2008
Easy? Guess again! NOT!
Today went work quite happily.
Tot can finish on time.
Who knows ending that time i was shit loaded with things people threw away for me.
Not i dint want to clear.
I had no time -.-
I had to clear and set up?
Shit man next time i just do what i wanna do den clear la.
Than now i also dam tired of my stupid job dam sian la
Always working extra -.-
I don't even know what i wanna do la.
I just wanna slack. I wanna go army and come out study.
Screw this la i don't wanna go work like dog like dat.
Stupid lo i don't wanna live like that.
I'm thinking of someone right now.
But i don't know la.
People say things w/o meaning.
Without feelings. Without any intention.
So what should i really believe?
"Someone like you."
I could be that person.
But probably i don't stand a chance in the role, would i?
Dota.
Win 1 game lose 2 games.
Why?
Everyone is playing for themselves no teamwork.
I'm trying to co-ordinate .
No one listens.
Screw this.
Whats a perfect boyfriend.
My ex said i was.
I told her straight away.
But I'll do my best. I'll try to be.
Twisted events.
Twisted words and endings.
It still ended up with me always losing.
Losing is not something i mind
But losing something which i get falsely accused of and just trampled on.
Its just too much to handle right?
I don't wanna go back to wordy blogs.
They entrusted me with this job.
I'm entrusting them with my time effort and efficiency.
Can i make it?
Even if i cant I'll do my best.
But how long can i really last?
I'm wearing out.
I wonder if i was still in a relationship.
Where would i be right now..
I miss her.
I really do.
She mesmerises me all the time.
A dream become reality.
But is this dream to much for me to handle?
Time might tell.
Time will tell.
And once again.
Hearts and feelings will be hurt.
Decisions to make.
Choices to take.
Ravey blogged @ 10/09/2008 08:19:00 PM