Monday, November 24, 2008
Happy ? sad? excited? Or just letting go
I'm like on the verge of giving up.
I'm trying but she's not giving me a chance
Or is there really no fate?
Or are those just excuses.
Everytime i just think about everything.
I just wanna just sit down and just stone.
And just blank myself out.
My phone is fixed i lost alot of numbers.
But i dont really care.
Who cares? really.
Nobody gives a shit about whether i exists or not.
Seriously i bet few even read my blog now.
But it does not matter does it
Who cares again?
I do ? Maybe abit.
Hahas. Work is really enjoyable.
If you do it properly.
And you work with the right people.
I'm starting to doubt all other possibilities
And i'm starting to rely on myself.
Maybe i have been.
But now
Its all on my self.
Me myself and I.
Looking back at those days?
I dont remember anything already.
I'm probably to depressed.
But than again seriously?
I want to love someone.
Whoever it is does not matter.
As long as not ugly or fucked up.
But it depends on one self.
Than again it depends on me.
What am i going to do?
hiaz. Decisions are so hard to make.
I'm about to go crazy...
Ravey blogged @ 11/24/2008 07:47:00 PM