Monday, November 10, 2008
Letting go of the dream. Would i ever want to get it back?
I used to believe in love.
I used to believe that love can make everything seem right.
I believe that no matter what if i give everything i have.
And put in all my effort into the relationship i would have happy outcomes.
Naw. Its alright i know where to let go.
Today was a good day at work.
I finished all my work b4 lunch. Everything's done.
So happy.
I messaged someone today. I don't really care if she reads or don't read my blog anymore.
I don't care if she knows or don't know or anything now.
But she was the one who i thought i loved.
Maybe it was just my imagination?
Or maybe she's just supposed to be my dream lover.
Its alright deep inside i felt like crying.
But than again.
I feel so emotionless.
Yea its alright it does not matter at all does it?
Inside I've decided to give in and up without trying.
Because i don't any point or use in trying or doing so.
Its just me.
Love is not something I'll receive.
Its something i can only give.
Because i don't want to live in lies.
I don't wish to deceive anyone and myself.
Lets just face the facts.
But whats the fact if i dint ask her yet.
Either way there's no point really.
This way i wont hurt anyone or get hurt either.
Sometimes the best thing to do.
Is to let go.
Ravey blogged @ 11/10/2008 04:57:00 PM