Monday, November 3, 2008
pillar of support.
Today finish work way early so happy xDD
Cut the crap but this morning was hell for me.
Why does everyone just LOVEE BLAMING ME?
I dont know why i'm just like a target.
People ask me for help, directions etc instead of others.
Sommore i dress until those like unfriendly person.
But they still ask me instead of everyone else
Even when i'm blasting my music la. -.-
Why me -.- Zzzz maybe they can see this "presence" in me?
LOLOLOL okay nvm just laming.
But why sia why always me.
Today thought about something about being given a choice, Predestined
Whatever i forgot already. Lets forget what i said.
OH and i read chesed blog.
Its dam funny in terms of the words she use LOLOL
Dint really like read just browse through ._.
Hahahs i so no life.
Than i came home dont know what i did but i'm still here sitting infront of the computer doing nuts.
And yes today i am very happy yet sad yet emotionless.
Is this the way i was or supposed to be?
Maybe its better this way.
I miss her
I really do.
But i dont even know why.
Can i please not have any emotions for you?
I dont wanna love.
Maybe.
Unless you feel for me too.
Ravey blogged @ 11/03/2008 08:08:00 PM