Sunday, November 16, 2008
What should i DO?
To confess or not to confess
Talked to charmaine today.
She said this . Just be friends.
For now? Or till the end of time?
I really dont know.
But than again it was kinda funny conversation.
Thinking about her now.
What should i really do.
I dont want to let her slip away.
But i dont want to hold her to myself.
There are so many guys out there.
Like so many other girls.
Why must i stick to her.
Or why should she choose me?
Afterall i'm going to NS soon.
Kinda sucks no matter how i think about it.
Depressed again.
But it does not really hurt.
Cas i know what are the only 3 "options"
There were always these 3 options but i just wanna say.
1 just confess.
2 just hang on.
3 just give up
Well i've tried 3 . But than again i still could not control my feelings.
I'm hanging on.
And i've almost confessed but i stopped because i found it stupid.
But love is blind and stupid at times right?
Than i thought. If i get her.
She needs to study.
She goes to school and see so many other guys.
Would that really be good for her?
How much will she love me?
How much can she tolerate and hold?
How much can i do and sacrifice and devote myself.
I need to get myself straight and right.
What should i do..
I really dont know.
Hiaz stupid me.
Ravey blogged @ 11/16/2008 10:51:00 PM