Wednesday, December 17, 2008
17th december.
Hahs. Today at work was quite eventful.
Hehs. With proper preparations and good co ordinations.
Everything went quite smoothly and i finished preps for my High tea.
Sianzations next week i working everyday also except sat.
Including christmas.
I'm letting go.
Inside does not feel much.
Though i really want "friends" and company.
Probably just attention.
I wont have any weird intentions.
Or anything thing to do with this.
Just need to get used to this life without thinking about anyone.
And being alone means i can think for myself.
Do everything for myself.
And last of all not get distracted and get my work done on time xD
I'm just living in my own world of fantasies.
I'd probably never find another person like myself.
Or anything like that.
Seeing the girls around me.
Looking at them and just thinking.
They're all "modern"
They still don't "understand".
Its still too early to say.
If i rush things. It'll only be more problematic.
So i'll let things be.
I don't need to find a lover.
I don't need to find friends.
Because I'll not live in people's shadows anymore.
I'll stand on my wobbly own feet.
If i have to crawl to the end in the long run
So be it.
Ravey blogged @ 12/17/2008 09:14:00 PM