Thursday, December 4, 2008
4th dec
The story still hits me quite abit.
The meaning of love hits me again.
Happiness is whats that everyone's looking for.
I'm also looking for happiness.
But i don't think i can really find it hahas.
Visions that I've had. And such.
I've never had a far end vision of my life.
Am i going to die young?
Hahas nvr minds i shan't talk about fate destiny or illusions or visions.
Anyways.
I'm giving up i think
I don't know. -.-
I just cant feel it already.
I mean its not like i dint try.
I think I've tried.
But somehow i don't feel so compatible anymore.
We're still "young"
"WE"
You probably don't understand or anything.
Sometimes when i think we're growing up.
We're no longer the same.
We mature.
But somehow no matter how i look at it.
Somethings change.
Somethings wont change.
Our characteristics.
Our likes and dislikes.
Its who we are.
What we are. What we were made to be.
What we've become.
Its not an overnight change.
Its not something you just say hey you're the one for me.
Its just that.
Maybe.. I try to hard.
Maybe i should not even bother.
Maybe i should just end all of this here.
The end of the line.
I'm sorry because i don't wish to continue believing or thinking about something.
Which i don't know whats what and i don't wish to ask.
I'm not that kinda person when it comes to feelings.
I'm only bitching around here so who actually cares.
Even if you do read this.
What can i say. Its all up to you.
I'll shut up and listen.
Not that its what you asked me to do.
What should i do than.
Lets just let nature take its course. And i hope you'll find someone.
Perfect, better, more mature, Someone who can take care of you.
And make you happy.
Do you really think i believe everything you say?
Today i ended work late.
Had a long cool refreshing shower.
Had alot of things running through my mind.
I seriously hate working after the days i'm off.
Alot of shit i've to clear.
Oh wells. -.-
That's my life.
Ravey blogged @ 12/04/2008 08:33:00 PM