Saturday, December 6, 2008
6th december ALREADY?!
Saddening ain't it.
To know the person you love.
Found "love" Wells..
If she really loves and is loved.
I'll give her my blessings.
But than again. Its quite hard lols.
Inside just does not wanna accept that fact.
Because i was too late and therefore Ive let go of something so worth
My birthday i made a wish.
It was for someone to be happy.
If that's her happiness. I'm happy.
For myself?
I'll just find happiness within the dark corners finding shimmers of light.
If its ever possible.
None the less I'm not going to lie to myself.
I'm going to just face the facts.
And I'm just going to let things be.
After all i think..
I'll let nature take its course ba.
Its good to love.
Its better to be loved.
Its best to make love =X
OKAY THAT WAS LAME.
But than again. whats love.
Once b4 i told my colleague.
I would do anything.
But now? I don't think i would.
I just cant bring myself to trust anyone so much anymore.
Its only words. Anyone can show them.
Its only that moment of "action" how can you believe if its true?
For life how long can you keep up this act?
Naw this is life we've just got to face it.
Marriage, Growing old, Kids, Financial issues, Health issues.
Wadeva la. Hahas.
Today at work was quite good. Managed everything well.
Finished on time.
I'm on the verge of breaking down.
But that's how i always am.
On the edge.
But I'll maintain my balance.
I wont allow myself to crumble or fall so easily.
I've things to do. Things to protect.
I wanna make a memory. A good memorable one.
For everyone.. And myself.
Ravey blogged @ 12/06/2008 07:16:00 PM