Monday, December 15, 2008
how much love is love?
Last night i had a dream.
I found the girl i like.Or i think i love.I stood there waiting.She looked dam different.I stood there looking at here.My feelings felt like they were wavered?I think i dont know.
But i knew i was still sincere and serious about her.
I know i'm a sturbbon one.I believe in the weirdest things.
And i believe we can together.Thats what i believe.People say if i can do better.
I should "snatch" her away.But can i do better?I'm going army soon.I wont be able to be there for her.Sighs. Would you be there for me?Would you accept me?Even though i'm so stupid?Would you wait for me?
Love me? I dont wanna hold you down.But i believe love is patient.I'll wait.. For the day to come.(end of "story" + dream)Today work was another day of hell. But slacky in another.Hahas too easy but than again i freaking forgot about my scallops in the friggin oven.Hiaz i'm just short on memoryAnd it's proven.Anyways. Today after work i went to NYDC .Hahas everyone's gone.
And the people who i though would be together.Are together.Heh's nothing outta the blue.Talked to Ken.Slacked slacked.I'm having fun.And yet stressed out.
Still hate my job to a certain extend due to certain things.What can i say or do
Sighs.Either way i'm just feeling super depressed.I know nothing or no one except her.
Will change me.
Sylvie. Where are you..
Ravey blogged @ 12/15/2008 06:47:00 PM