Tuesday, December 16, 2008
I knew this girl
From a friend.
She was my dream girl for some weird reason.
We started off enemies. Kinda funny.
But I "held" in there.
We became friends.
Laughing over the fone. Sharing problems.
But we're not close.
We never were.
I fell for her.
We seem so compatible in every way.
But it was only me that felt that way.
I liked her b4 i was together with my ex.
But when with my ex i was gg to give her up.
But somewhere inside me still longed for her as it was deemed she was the perfect partner.
But after my break up i realised a few things.
Nothing is perfect.
No matter how hard you try.
Sometimes its not what that you do.
I wanna erase her.
But i know it'll take awhile.
Talking to gekky.
If i could switch my life for someone Else's.
To make theirs more meaningful.
I'd gladly give mine up.
Why does it seem so miserable?
Make my own life happy.
Make my life meaningful?
Fear? etc? I don't know.
Laziness. Probably stupidity.
I'm not studying.
I'm working. I don't have anything.
How can i make things through.
How can i make things work out?
How can i provide for the one i love?
How to be a friend?
Whats a friend. Friends contact each other?
Think about each other?
What is a real friend?
No one can "show" me.
So i really cant be bothered to find friends.
Its like we're better off alone in our own world.
Who can we trust?
Who can you trust....
The person you'd trust the most is the person who will let you down the greatest.
In times of difficulties.
Moments of folly.
Life time of regrets.
Ravey blogged @ 12/16/2008 10:03:00 PM