Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Kinda weird i'm popping back my ex blog.
I'm just seeing what she says.
Though what she said is totally untrue at times.
But hell yea who cares.
Maybe i do. Abit.
I cant say i really loved her to begin with.
Since while with her i was actually thinking of someone else.
But i was going to give her up and dedicate myself to her.
But in the end? Hiaz what can i say? Its no point afterall.
Its all over and she's decided to do such.
I cant do anything now can i?
Now again i'm so sad.
I dont know why. Tell me why i just cant get anything right?
I'm thinking if i dont try i'll never get it.
But i dont wanna try or do I?
I'm like on the edge of both sides.
But than again.
Whats love.
Alison said if i love her i want the best for her.
If i can do better.
Than i should "snatch" her away.
But than i'm not in her school etc.
I dont wanna distract her etc.
HIAZ.
I'm just so tired. I dont know how and what to do.
Listening to some "emotional" songs now.
No matter where life takes me to. A part of me will always be with you.
Emotionally i'm not fine.
Physically i'm sick and tired.
Psychologically i'm UNSTABLE.
Mentally i'm sick.
OVERall report status.
CrAzY rEtArd.
Ravey blogged @ 12/10/2008 09:00:00 PM