Sunday, December 28, 2008
Love is not forced.
I just cant stop thinking about you.
Why why why cant i just stop thinking about you
I thought i've gotten over you.
But the thought of being so close.
Being able to be so close to you just makes me feel so drawn away.
I wanna tell you
I really wanna just tell you.
Grab my bike and cycle and just let all my energy out.
I'm so pissed.
I cant get myself right..
I wanna get my life straight
But somehow i'm just stuck.
I think i'm just being stupid not doing anything about it.
What should i really do than?
I should sign on some online matchmaking webbie?
I'm like so young yet so remote.
At least i think i'm young right?
Why cant the people older than me behave like grown up's
I need some real advice.
But yet i've no one to turn to.
Jeremy is gone. Lost my best friend gone.
Sighs i just cant get over things that i'm stuck with.
You're a person looking at 3 choices.
You want choice A alot!
But you know you its something hard to achieve.
You dont like choice B
So its totally out of the question.
Choice C gives you that CHOSE ME
Kinda answer. But you just know and feel its not right.
With just these 3 choices. And you dont have any others.
What can you do?
Nothing.. You're just stuck seeing the questions wondering.
Pondering how to choose.
What to do.
I'm so tired.
I just want a different choice or another choice or option
Anyways. Nothing much to be said now or done.
JUst finding another answer down with life and just carry on.
Hopefully. She'll be there.
Waiting..
Ravey blogged @ 12/28/2008 09:16:00 PM