Friday, December 12, 2008
Should i really just let it go
I can say that I'm emotionally crushed.
Though I'm trying so hard not to show.
Trying so hard not to let it out.
I hope nobody ever reads this shit anymore anyways.
I just want a place to vent out everything and just shout it out.
I'm in a forest.
A forest of trees.(or so they say)
Some trees are nice.
They look nice are are good and strong.
Some are nice looking but inside is already rotting etc.
I'm a tree.Probably a weed rather.
Looking for a tree. A good tree to be my companion.
But this tree has been entangling with others.
And leaving me out only to watch hear and know that she's already taken.
As i stand from afar to talk to her occasionally while the wind carries my voice.
I really wish to see her up close instead of the photo that i have.
She seems so perfect.
And I'm feeling so down under.
How can a weed ever match up to a tree?
And now I'm just waiting.
Waiting for a day.That i might have a chance.
There are weeds like me
Out there somewhere.
But they're probably not my type.
Or I'm not their type.
Or I've yet to find that another someone.
Blehs stupid story translation.
But yea. What more can i say?
She's with her guy.
And i hope she's happy with him.
I mean what more can i ask for right?
Though deep down inside
We long for it.
We want it. But than when we see.
That the love we give. The person we are.
Is not compatible. Now Later Or never.
The most painful thing is to let the thing you love most go.
And regret and just long for a day that you'll be reunited.
Re joined.
Life and death.
It seems so simple.
A cycle everyday.
The sun rises.
We wake up.
We sleep
The moon shines over us.
And we continue our lives.
Learning each day.
And at the end of time.
This test. We die. And just "vanish"
I really wish that i could forget.
I really wish i dont know.
I just dont want to hurt like this.
No one wants to be alone.
No one would definately wanna be heartbrokened.
If only i could be better..
If only i was perfect.
Ravey blogged @ 12/12/2008 10:08:00 PM