Sunday, December 14, 2008
sighs.
I'm more emotional den materialistic! LOL!
I forgot that i spoilt my 1.2k bike yesterday ROFL.
Shit man! HAHAHAS Oh wells. Guess i overwhelm myself with emotions
That i forget everything else.
Wishes, Dreams, Needs and wants.
Anyways That does not matter to me now.
SHEET MAN why do i always get the dirty job.
I get underpaid because of the timings.
I look at those people doing brunch.
They come.
Everything's prepared for them.
They stand there and just cook for people.
I can do that too wad.
But instead I'm working part-full time style.
Running around like an idiot while having to ensure everythings goes well.
And making sure i prepare what i have to do at the same time.
And get paid till 4 when brunch closes at 335 and have to clear desserts and 4pm sharp etc.
And at the same time the people doing brunch end at 430.
And after they close they just bring the remanding food and feast upstairs while i still slog
And clear up their mess etc.
And i work till around 430 too.
What pisses me off more is that I'm younger than all of them.
Making me feel like someone clearing off their shit.
Fck this and i don't get paid.OT
Everyone who does mezza gets this treatment
I don't want to get this shit.
I'm going to ask them to extend.
Or I'm just going to leave.
Should I?
Dam its so hot.
And tiring. And just stressful to just make sure everything is done well while running around.
I'm having memory lapse due to all the forgetting and brainwashing I've been doing
To myself.
I need to really work my mind
I'm just looking for a real friend.
A companion.
Someone. Anyone. To be there for me.
A stupid me.
But I guess that's too much to ask to begin with.
Ravey blogged @ 12/14/2008 08:18:00 PM