Tuesday, December 16, 2008
time to forget. Time to let everything i hold so dear go.
Okay i'm happy.
And emotionless.
Crappy. But i feel so stupid.
I cant feel anything.
I see a pretty girl and my heart does not stay on and i drifts away.
I'm not gay! But i'm quite sad.
But yet happy for the one i love.
I know that she's blessed now.
And she's happy.
I'm glad i made that wish for her on my birthday.
Nothing pleases me more.
But i'm just abit wacked that its all going to go like this.
I'm letting it go.
I'm deleting everything.
Just like my past.
I'm going to forget.
I'm going to let go and just start anew.
Hopefully... Like bitter virgin.
I'll find a person.
Just like myself.
Who'll understand and know.
What love is and maybe. Share it with me.
Work sucks.
Life sucks. And my life is totally empty.
Its not what you do that makes you who you are.
Its how you think and feel.
Charmaine. I hope you'll be with this guy.
And you'll be happy.
Eternal bliss x] Because if you read this again. I'm just letting you know.
I'm sorry that. I don't wanna remember or bring you up again.
Thanks for being there.
As a friend.
You'll be remembered on this blog.
And forgotten to me.
I wished i could be reborned.
Ravey blogged @ 12/16/2008 06:34:00 PM