Thursday, January 1, 2009
Be wilded by the past.
Afraid of the future.
Tired of the present.
I'm not really lively am I?
Traumatised by my past..
Abit sian.Keep having weird thoughts. -.-
But somehow somewhere Its not possible at all.
Watch too much movies liao.
Life is not what it seems is it?
Its the new year. 2009
Soon everything will begin.
Soon everything will end.
Life is like this ain't it?
Take this step.
And don't look back.
To achieve true power.
You've to abandon everything else.
Char char. I love you.
I wanna tell you this for a very long time le.
But i don't feel that i'm good enough.
Whats love really right?
Hearing people say that they've been together for 9 years.
5 years. Does that make me a loser?
I'm not afraid of being a loser.
But i want you to be happy.
Would you be happy with me?
I don't know where I've gone so wrong no matter what i do.
But its either i try too hard.
Or i make a very bad mistake because of who i am.
What is love really?
Sighs.
Work is tiring.
Work is boring.
Working makes me super sleepy.
Sighs. I'm not really wanting a relationship
I just want to hang out with friends.
Sit at parks.
Run around have fun.
Try new things. See new places.
But being alone i feel so restrained.
So constricted to so few ideas and variety's.
Imagine you going to anywhere alone and just sitting there.
Sighs it just sucks when you've nothing. -.-
Ravey blogged @ 1/01/2009 07:27:00 PM