Tuesday, January 27, 2009
The feeling that i just wanna hug someone so close is so "strong"
Hiaz i dont wanna have anyone with me.
I dont wish to fall in love either.
But than again. Why does my feelings urge for these kinda things.
What i am. Who i am. What i wanna do and why.
Why do i even want to do this.
Why do i even bother.
They say the person you are.
Is how you're brought up.
I wish i could be more cold hearted.
A person who does not care.
I'm not a cold hearted person 2 a certain extend.
But i wish i could be a "real" loner.
So i dont have any "cravings"
Nor any desires for being with people.
But "its said" humans are not meant to be alone.
It hurts so much everywhere.
Physcial pain
can never compare to the intensive pain.
Of the feelings.
Emotions.
It'll not go away.
And just linger within urself.
If you have a variety of choices.
Of course you'd choose.
But if you dont..
Than you'll have to live with what you have.
Even if its nothing.
What kinda person am i?
I myself dont know.
I just wanna believe that i'll not hurt anyone.
And i will protect those i want to.
Ravey blogged @ 1/27/2009 02:48:00 PM