Tuesday, January 13, 2009
I'm having memory problems
So many things i've though about
So many things i wanna say
But i've forgotten them all
Talked to charmaine online today xD
So thrilled and happy.
But than again hahas...
She "remembers" me
But we're not close at all actually.
I wish we were.
Somehow i dont know -.-
Am i taking things too seriously?
Am i thinking too far?
Whats love?
Whats a relationship?
What do we do in a relationship?
What should i do?
Read this manga...
No matter who came onto him
He rejected because he loves this girl so much.
But in my scenario?
I'm ugly. -.- Nobody likes me
She's so distant and attached.
What can happen ya?
Miracles?
To believe and not to believe.
What should 1 do in his desperate times.
Sighs -.- I wish i could be the one holding her.
Telling her and just protecting her.
Making sure she's growing up happily
Seeing her smile.
Ensuring she eats and maintain healthy physically
And "mentally"
Ensure she wont have any regrets.
What should i do?
How can i do this?
I'm here now.
Sitting down and wasting my life away.
Sighs -.-
Ravey blogged @ 1/13/2009 11:46:00 PM