Saturday, January 24, 2009
So many things happened within the past few days.
Don't wanna say much either.
But i'm slowly forgetting.
I'm slowly "moving on"
Someone "proposed" to me.
I rejected.
Somehow i'm feeling super depressed but actually not really.
I just don't know what i want in life.
And i'm not interested in LOVE anymore in a way.
I want it, But i'm finding the right kinda love.
Yes i admit i still love Charmaine.
But i'm getting over her.
Work is getting better :D
Life is getting lamer.
Its going to be Chinese new year le.
And i dont know anything.
I had a chance to meet Charmaine.
But than again i dint take it.
I dont wanna see her.
She's in love and i dont wanna think about her anymore.
Its for her good.
Its for my good in a way.
Wells. Fate has taken a turn.
My life is complicated.
They said so in "fortune telling"
And whatsoever nots
But i cant be bothered.
I'm going to smoothen the edges.
Flatted the rocks.
And make the worse fun.
At least try.
I'm just human.
I wish i had "abilities" to do more.
But the fact is that i cant.
A ladder to climb.
A goal to achieve.
A feeling to conquer.
A empty heart to fill.
A mind to process.
A thought that'll benefit.
A dream to fulfill.
A life to live..
Ravey blogged @ 1/24/2009 02:27:00 AM