Thursday, January 8, 2009
Today Sylvie is going back to Switzerland
Wells i think i'm abit upset and just i dont wanna let go.
But wells i'll confess the truth la ya?
We were almost together b4We held hands, She took my 1st kiss.
Wells maybe i just gave in to that moment but i could not rid myself of that "addiction"
Anyways. We dint get together because she had a boyfriend already.
I know i'm stupid and a %$^&*-er to get into their relationship.
But than again. I know that as well.
Thats why i gave her up and told her this shall be the end.
When i met her again.
I could not remove the feeling of just that we're friends.
I cant just look at her and tell her we were more than that.
The past.. Was horrible.
The present situation is scary.
The future. Is mysterious.
Memories to be rememberedMistakes to be corrected.
Things to be learnt.
Experience to be shared.
Time to embrace.
And love to make all things perfect.
I've to do something about this because.Its me that cant do anything about it.
I'm weak emotionally.
I've to make some sacrifices to make things work out.
Move on.
Just to make it through.
Looking at my ex blog. So many things..
Her current "heading"
Reflections of you and me.
Reflections eh?Memories or what?
The battle of the mind , soul , desire, needs, wants...
I want you . But i know i cant.
So i've to remove you.
Thats what my ex did to me.
Thats what i've to do to you as well.
Its not the best thing to do.But its one way for the both of us to just move on.
Its for our own good.
Its for the future.
5 years down the road.
IF you still think of me.
If you still "want" me.
You'll know how to find me.
Somewhere. Somehow.Because i'll be there.
Ravey blogged @ 1/08/2009 10:08:00 PM
