Sunday, February 1, 2009
Recently having alot of dreams.
Dreams about my life.
My future life.
Dreams about my past.
Dreams about everything.
About Army dreams are also popping out about preparing and stuff.
Being responsible.
Being a person i'm supposed to be.
Love seems so 2nd hand already.
I somehow am so shattered over my dreams.
So many thoughts run through my head
Over so many things that have happened.
Maybe its a sign.
I cant remember actually
But it does not really matter..
I wish i could maintain my feelings like this.
So i wont hurt anyone.
And no one can hurt me
I dont know what i want.
But my dreams are starting to show me the way.
To prepare me.
To guide me along
Char. I like you. I might even say i love you.
But than again..
I guess i'm not that strong to tell you how i feel.
Hahas.. I'm just a person who did rather live a life.
With the regrets.
Than letting you know.
I think..
But than again.
My dreams will show me the way i feel.
I wont accept love randomly.
I wont accept the fact that i cant do it.
I'm sure i can.
I'll live up to my horoscope..
And be strong.
Once again i'm contradicting myself ^^
Ravey blogged @ 2/01/2009 11:18:00 PM